The FAP - Whipple Report

Can the way you think influence your health? It must have an effect on your health, they say there is science behind it to prove it, I believe it does help to think positive. I have noticed living with Familial Adenomatous Polyposis (FAP) , and having follow up scopes every 3, 6, or 9 months effects a person, you have a feeling of not being in control of your future, or what it may hold for you. I guess I kind of knew it all these past 45 years, but found some ways to deal with it, some good and some not so good. I made decisions a lot of the time to do things that made me happy, sacrificed some opportunities, I made lots of mistakes, or just ran away from situations.   My current therapist helped me start to realize what I have been doing and how to deal with a future I feel I can’t control. She pointed out that I had made it to this point by doing just what I talked about above. I can’t control what will happen, but I can make choices, and decisions that help me, and get me ove...

 In Sept 2023, I was in the process of making the decision to have, or not have The Whipple , I asked the surgeon “ Will I be able to ride my mountain bike after The Whipple?”  I love riding my mountain bike, and being out in nature, it has helped me for years deal with living with Familial Adenomatous Polyposis (FAP) . The surgeon told me I should make a full recovery, and able to live an active life. After hearing this I started to make a plan of how I would get through the surgery, and recovery. I was figuring 7 days in hospital, and 3 months at home, this seemed to be the standard. I had no idea it would be such a long difficult time .  One of the first things I did, in the month that was leading up to the surgery, was buy a flag with a happy face on it. Then took this on a mountain bike trip, spending time each day saluting the flag , starting the process of focusing on a positive outcome for the surgery. I was lucky to have my family, and friends in my life. I enl...

 On the  45th eve of my dad’s passing, I was reading some hand written notes by my mother. Talking to dad on one of his last days. I was struck by a few lines that stated dad was upset that on one of the last time I was to see him I had a very blank look, and wasn’t showing any emotion. But inside I was crying and no idea why I didn’t show it. I have lived with this guilt I guess from that day. We did get to visit one last time and he told me he was proud of me, I told him I would never forget him. He was funny, kind, and a gentle soul, always wanting to help those around him. We were close growing up, but somewhere along the way I started to rebel and pretend I didn’t like to hang out with him doing chores around the yard, but honestly these were my favourite times. He had a habit of making up songs, one was called ‘Scott of the Arctic”, he was singing it one day and for some reason I told him I hated that song and never want to hear it again. I think I wanted to go play with...

  A short summary of the Whipple Surgery, Pancreaticoduodenectomy , the complications, and 140 day Hospital stay that followed. Most of the information is a direct copy from my Hospital discharge report (spelling mistakes have not been corrected). I have added some other information, those notes are in italics. Warning medically graphic picture links included. A more complete summary, with pictures maybe seen here : https://fap-whipple-report.blogspot.com/2025/01/a-summary-of-key-events-for-whipple_10.html I had the Whipple Surgery in Nov 2023, it seemed to go well, 4 hrs of less in the OR. Normal as it could be the 1st few days, mild pain, walking as often as I could. Nov 24, 2023 Nurses note “ Abdomen +++ distended and firm.” “ Patient now complaining of 10/10 pain and laying in bed in fetal position holding abdomen.” “ Pending CT, form completed, IV access available.” Nov 26,2023 Nurses note “ CT abdomen pelvis ordered on Friday. Still not done on Sunday. Action: I spoke...