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Remembering my Dad, Feb 12, 1980.

 On the  45th eve of my dad’s passing, I was reading some hand written notes by my mother. Talking to dad on one of his last days. I was struck by a few lines that stated dad was upset that on one of the last time I was to see him I had a very blank look, and wasn’t showing any emotion. But inside I was crying and no idea why I didn’t show it. I have lived with this guilt I guess from that day. We did get to visit one last time and he told me he was proud of me, I told him I would never forget him. He was funny, kind, and a gentle soul, always wanting to help those around him. We were close growing up, but somewhere along the way I started to rebel and pretend I didn’t like to hang out with him doing chores around the yard, but honestly these were my favourite times. He had a habit of making up songs, one was called ‘Scott of the Arctic”, he was singing it one day and for some reason I told him I hated that song and never want to hear it again. I think I wanted to go play with...

A short summary of the Whipple Surgery, Pancreaticoduodenectomy, and the complications.

  A short summary of the Whipple Surgery, Pancreaticoduodenectomy , the complications, and 140 day Hospital stay that followed. Most of the information is a direct copy from my Hospital discharge report (spelling mistakes have not been corrected). I have added some other information, those notes are in italics. Warning medically graphic picture links included. A more complete summary, with pictures maybe seen here : https://fap-whipple-report.blogspot.com/2025/01/a-summary-of-key-events-for-whipple_10.html I had the Whipple Surgery in Nov 2023, it seemed to go well, 4 hrs of less in the OR. Normal as it could be the 1st few days, mild pain, walking as often as I could. Nov 24, 2023 Nurses note “ Abdomen +++ distended and firm.” “ Patient now complaining of 10/10 pain and laying in bed in fetal position holding abdomen.” “ Pending CT, form completed, IV access available.” Nov 26,2023 Nurses note “ CT abdomen pelvis ordered on Friday. Still not done on Sunday. Action: I spoke ...

Jan 29, 2025 double track fat bike ride, exploring in K Country AB.

Jan 29, 2025 double track fat bike ride, exploring in K country AB. Beautiful spring like temps. 1 st time on these trails, can't wait to go back and ride more. The days leading up to this adventure had been very emotional. It was a year ago, Jan 28, 2024 that I was readmitted to the hospital after complications from the Whipple Surgery . I had no idea when I went to ER that it would be the start of a 90 day Hospital stay. What a difference a year can make, this ride helped get me out of the funk I was in. I love riding my bike. Things were seeming to be improving, the leaks and enterocutaneous fistula I had seemed to healing, and I was starting to eat more to get my strength back. On Jan18, 2024 I was prescribed Creon, a pancreatic enzyme, to help with digestion. After taking the Creon for a few days, things started to go poorly. I had strange feeling in my stomach, and the fistula went from a small pencil size hole, to a golf ball size, with a large piece of “slough”, tissue ha...

Sharing medical information about Familial Adenomatous Polyposis, the Whipple, and complications that followed.

 After my  Pancreaticoduodenectomy, the Whipple Surgery , and the complications that followed, I started to wonder if there any lessons to be learned from what happened? I made a plan to gather all the medical reports / notes, and share them. Is this medical information valuable to medical staff, students, researchers, universities, and/or hospital administrators? Would a patient find this information useful? What is the best way to get this information out there so it maybe used to help others? What I learned personally from this ordeal was that it’s important to advocate for your self, make notes, take pictures, ask questions, and read the medical reports you can access. Some of the questions I have, and wondering if there is anyone doing research on are: How common, after the Whipple Surgery, is it for all 3 major connections, pancreaticojejunostomy (PJ), hepaticojejunostomy (HJ), and gastrojejunostomy (GJ) to fail, and begin to leak? How common is it for a Enterocutaneou...

Getting my strenght back after a Pancreaticoduodenectomy, The Whipple Surgery.

 The  Pancreaticoduodenectomy or "The Whipple" , Nov 2023, went okay they tell me, but after I developed a pancreaticojejunostomy (PJ) leak, followed by hepaticojejunostomy (HJ) leak, gastrojejunostomy (GJ), and a stubborn fistula. The resulting complications , leaks, and fistula did so much extra damage to my body, and abdominal muscles, I lost most of my core strength, and flexibility. I was very discourage and worried my quality of life was going to change more because of the complications, than from the changes to my body from the surgery. I told my friends if I can walk, and eat everything else will be a bonus, I just wanted to get out of the hospital, and get on with my “new normal” life. I still have a golf ball size scar on my incision, from the fistula, the tissue is sunk in, and much thinner the the surrounding tissue. I am concerned about future problems, like hernias, but live a very active life so have to balance getting stronger, enjoying what I like to do, with...

Cheers to the the small victories.

 Last week I wanted to see how I was doing physical. Could I do a ride up Hwy 66, passed the winter gate? I had done it many times in the past, but I was nervous this time, and I was going alone. It was a nice mild spring like day, in the middle of an Alberta January. I wasn't sure what bike to take, so had my analogy skinny tire, and fat tire bikes in my van. I set out on the skinny tires but there was enough snow on the climb to make it a tough ride, so turned back, and swapped it for the fat tire bike. It was slow going on the studded fat tires, but so peaceful. I got to the top of the climb, had a quick rest, and as expected the other side of the pass was bare pavement. Not fun to ride pavement on studded fat tires. So I paused, had a bite to eat, and contemplated going home. A year ago I was so weak I had a hard time walking up, and down stairs, the Whipple Surgery recovery was going very poorly at that time. This is one of the adventures I dreamed of doing again on those rou...

Finding out I had Familial Adenomatous Polyposis (FAP).

 I am trying to recall what it was like to find out I had Familial Adenomatous Polyposis (FAP) . I think I was 13 or 14, so that would be around 1978. I do remember feeling shock, very scared, and numb when they told me. I started to mentally, and social withdraw from things. If memories serves me correct, somewhere around the time they told me I had FAP there was a parade in my home town, celebrating The Apple Blossom Festival, I didn’t want to go. I wanted to go down stairs, be alone, and build something out of a bunch of scrap wood we had in the basement. I wanted to escape, pretend there was nothing wrong with me. If I didn’t talk about FAP, then it wasn’t real. I built a stand for my croquet set. It was a master piece, not really, but I loved it lol. I was very confused, over whelmed with emotions, and for some reason I guess I was embarrassed to have FAP. The last thing an insecure teen like me wanted was anything that made me feel different, or stand out in a crowd. Over the...

Thank You Health Care Workers

 Living with Familial Adenomatous Polyposis (FAP) I am starting to realize I have a lot of Health Care Workers to thank. From back in the late 70’s, right up to the current day, and into the future. Some I remember well to this day, like the original surgeon who did my Colectomy back in March, 1980, he seemed to live at the hospital. To the surgical team that took care of my Pancreaticoduodenectomy, The Whipple, in Nov 2023, and the complications that followed, I owe these Doctors a big Thank You. But it’s more than that, there have been a number of Gastroenterologists that have followed me on a regular bases, from 3, 6 or 12 month intervals, using their skills checking for, and removing polyps. I can’t say enough about the Nurses that are always there to take care of me, most times I have had more contact with them than any other person on the team, and there are several I will never forget how they went above, and beyond taking care of me. They are all wonderful caring individual...

A summary of the key events for Whipple Surgery, Pancreaticoduodenectomy, the complete story.

A summary of the key events for Whipple Surgery , Pancreaticoduodenectomy.  Private document, may only be used with written permission from Scott MacTavish. Warning contains medical graphic picture links. (spelling mistakes were “direct copy” from copied notes). Family History: “A 60-year-old male with a history significant for Familial Adenomatous Polyposis (FAP). Due to this condition the patient had a previous colectomy in March 1980, and has been undergoing surveillance EGDs since that time. His dad died of duodenal cancer in Feb 1980.” Jul 18, 2023 EDG Endoscopic, Reports: “Abnormal mucosa in the 2nd part of the duodenum. Innumerable diminutive polyps.  Extensive large flat adenoma no obvious malignancy, attempted removal, due to limited mobility / angulation of scope polyp could not be removed. There was a tiny erythematous area in the polyp with attempted biopsy but not possible due to above” Jul 18, 2023 ENDOSCOPY, SIGMOID Reports: “Abnormal mucosa. Anastam...